COME BACK TO ME

17/7/02

You made me steal minutes from time
you made me think only about you
you used to dance in my mind
there`s a bunch of broken dreams
that i`ve left apart
i`d like to kiss your smile
escape in a shadowy night
lift you up high
complete one minute of ecstasy
fulfill my dreams
come back to me

LOST WITHIN

So far from home
and so tired
with the weight
of my burden
i can do little with
my own,

As i sink deeper
into it, it`s not
helping, it grows faster
I`m lost within
i can barely hear

THIS WISPER

Just to have your point of view
doesn`t help at all
just to have a picture of you
won`t ease this thirst

it means nothing at all
if you wave me goodbye,
but the way your face shines
makes me fall and cry

all is well that ends
on a poor man`s heart
nothingness becomes everything
and joy embraces his heart

hear my wisper
hear my soul
love is near
love me do...

HOW I FEEL

12/7/02

A word, muted
a silence, shouted
a feeling, bestowed
an obsession, controled
All these, in myself...

I need you

17/7/02

For all the things you`ve told me,
for things you hide between words,
for your requests for help,
for your requests for love
i say, i need you
now is the time for confidence,
trust and caring...
now is the time to know you better,
to just listen to you, closely...
beyond all doubts risen from this place
therefore, i confess,
i love you...

FOR AWHILE

17/7/02

Forget the signs, read my emotions
earth crumbles, joy is scarse
fear overrules your body
a complete fool made of yourself
tampering the arcanes of wisdom
later you`ll see who`s wrong
they or you
your lack of appreciation
is not helping you at all
what they`ve done for you?
keep looking around
for them you are just a puppet
hide your identity
for awhile
it`s not time yet...

Somewhere amidst

16/7/02

There`s a place
where sorrow abides
eyes tearing the
crystal skies
full moon sprays
a beam of light
nothing is deadlier
than these cries

Walking down the cemetery
in my brain
i bury these evil thoughts
in one grave
for you
it`s just a game
for me
it is a shame

Tell me, for your mistakes
who will you praise?
in this place
your efforts are in vain
standing here
in my kingdom`s lair
demanding justice
looking for someone to blame

As dark i feel
right now,
giving acces to
all my wrath,
within my hands
the kingdom`s crown
lay fulfilling all
my tasks

Inside of me
i protest
grasping tightly
to my last breath
i hear vaguely
a deranged song
in this muted silence
i hope it lives long

Gasping, i get to
my grave
the one that
says my name
i lay an arm around it
and my body begins to land
i am dead
but my thoughts still stand...

UNAWARE

1/10/01

Craving for justice
all i see are lies
you always cry
but you don`t know why
look at your kids
growing up in a non-real world
you see who dies
while closing your eyes
help me to show the truth
to the blind ones

LIES, CRIES AND SORROW

28/9/01

Dying with my fears
my path becomes clear
under wicked skies
i fear most outrageous lies
cry and sorrow combined makes my soul
shine through my eyes
one day i will realize
that nothing happenned like it did

nobody understands why
nobody understands how
nobody understands who
nobody understands me
you will die with your fears
you will die with your tears
but worst of all
you will die with the unreal

Poverty of mind

28/9/01

Unknown labyrinth
our feelings down
we bomb our capacitites
once we are found

seek the root of all
and you will win
keep living and
you will die

i don`t find the city
i was born in,
i fear it has been taken
by the one hiding his face

Those moments

17/5/03
8:05 PM

Moments undearest to others
precious to us
moments living in the past
tha makes us shed tears today

moments of truth and joy
moments of freedom
living altogether in our memories, our kingdom

I remember yesterday
when all was white and pure
living in innocence, our childhood
our world was so big, yet we so small

I now look at pictures that now build my past
all i see is life and freedom
why did we get out of childhood?

OURSELVES

20/5/03
8:00 PM

Despair, word spoken by many, lived by hundreds and sensed by all...shadows wouldn`t overcome them they thought, pardon them for mistaken they were...we, as shallow hills we travel in this decaying and morbid earth, are left behind with less and less of ourselves...beginning to rely in an empty trust on unmaterial demand , we share our absence, our world...we just wait, craving under the wicked skies for an unfallen star...one that`ll share the light with us...one that will show us the path...then we sit still, beginning to wonder...

Visions unaware

18/7/03

Between light and darkness
heaven and a black sky
lies some uttered truth
complete nonsense
for those that consider themselves right
a morning light faded out
by the eagerness we shine
by the drastic paradise we live in
distorded by visions unaware of reason

the beginning...

had some spare time, and this came to my mind, dunno why though...it`s in spanish btw...maybe someday i`ll translate it...lol

"Aspirando la ultima bocanada de humo, miro al horizonte; el arte supera al creador, o es el creador la obra maestra? Tiro el cigarrillo mientras pienso. No hay nada mas ciego que un alma ahogada en penumbras, aunque esta vez me hago creer que veo una luz en el horizonte. Levanto la cabeza como quien exige una explicacion y sigo caminando hacia adelante como si buscara respuestas en el viento de la noche..."

Rediscover me

rediscover me, try your passion
let`s chase the infinite, no confusion yet arises
like a feather crushed by the wind are the thoughts of the shy on imagination
be born, be free, be weightless
try the water past the gates, the sweet whisper of the content
fly upon our lands, try our fertile crops
grasp the vivid emotion of the moment, seize the wisdom in the air
feel it blowing you away
yet it feels as if our lives were a mistery, a mistery to grow...

11/18/04
11:45pm